Assignment 1 asks to make five portraits of people who were previously unknown to me. I have ignored it for a couple of weeks hoping that it might go away but I finally had to knuckle down and do something about it. I admit that I not the most gregarious of people and I find portraits quite difficult anyway in that I tend to rush rather then take my time, as I feel that the sitter will be impatient with me taking time to sort out focussing and all that on the camera. When they say that it is out of the comfort zone, I tend to agree for this reason as I refer to be invisible.
I didn’t really have a definite plan in mind of who I wanted to try to find to photograph other than I wanted them to be from where I live, so the people who work and live here. I live in a tourist area by the sea and when the sun comes out, so do the people and locals. It seems that we almost hibernate during the winter but as soon as the first rays glow, out they come casting off clothes and ready to face the world. I would like to say that I had it all planned out, that I would go to a certain place and find the right people. In reality, I took my camera to several events and hoped that it would come to me. In my favour is the fact that I seem to have to air of someone who knows (a) where they are going and (b) where everything and everywhere is, plus I must be approachable as I have been asked directions in the USA, Canada, and Germany as well as the local Sainsburys. I have seen Martin Parr in action in programmes and he makes it look so easy. I am no Martin Parr, on several counts. But I hope that when I did approach people that they weren’t intimidated by me. I even asked a young man who seemed very wary but allowed me to photograph him anyway. Interestingly, I think this is the one image that shows the lack of connection and has a ‘far away’ feel to it. The others were very accommodating and it was ok after all although I did have trouble with the focussing on my small camera on one occasion that I panicked over a little but laughed it off. That is the learning part of it. I was once told by a piano player that you never stop playing if you make a mistake, you carry on and most people won’t even notice and assume that it’s part of the piece. I am learning to carry on playing so that it all looks intentional while to me it appears that it’s chaos.
Below are a couple of the few photos that I took in order to move towards getting them to pose for me. Dan is the only one that I remembered to ask his name, and I took some of him making the coffee before stopping him to get him to look in the camera. With the ice-cream seller, it was a breezy afternoon on the seafront and the wind whipped up under the canopy as I was taking the photos. She was laughing at her hair going all over the place and while this was a moment, it was not the moment.
So, I have finally come up with five images and while I am not sure that they are the best I have done, I am submitting them as a first draft in order to get on with the rest of the course and not be bogged down in this. As time goes by, I will be persevering in photographing strangers and hopefully getting better at it as I do. I feel sure that this is not the final five as the course progresses but for now, I have got them.